20 Days Left…

So I have 20 school days left until I retire. I have been an educator for over 30 years. I have been in my current school for the last 27 years. That is a loooooooooong time. I know I should feel some kind of way as the end aproaches but I don’t feel anything. Mostly I feel like I do every day, have I done enough, will I get the work done and who will I piss off today? Added to that will also be the nagging worry that we will run out of tissues or pencils. Yep, the end is near and I am still worried about pencils.